When meeting a person off the back there’s always the question in the back of your mind; (Is this the one)?!? To those that’s been in relationships and it failed. Your question is a little different. (Will I get hurt again)?!?
Allowing yourself to take the risk and love again seems so natural but sometimes scary. Yet to the bitter/ broken person it’s the hardest thing to do (the new person pay for the past person mistakes)”
After several years of not being in a committed relationship; (Living inside of your own bubble) you don’t think much about what you’ve missed out on. Until you meet that special someone. And the true feelings begin to come alive again. Now after much prayer and a lot of will power to not break the promises you’ve made to yourself and God; (I WON’T GIVE IT UP UNTIL I KNOW THAT’S THE ONE). Then (the one of right now) comes and it’s looking promising. After four or five months come into play. You notice little changes in the behavior and now the relationship.
What do you truly do?!? NOTHING!!!!
The love you’ve open yourself up to won’t even allow you to entertain the truth (They May Not Be The One)” (fear, insecurities, disappointment & now abandonment) Comes rushing throughout the mind and try’s to take root into the heart.
The Bible Speaks In Song Of Solomon 2:15; It’s the small foxes that destroys the Vineyard of blooming grapes…
This is the thing. The new person that has now came into your life has no knowledge of the struggles and the heartbreaks that you fought so hard to come out of. So they have no knowledge of the PRICE YOU PAID! To them, it’s no big deal” To you, ITS EVERYTHING!!!!
As hard as it may be to lay in a bed alone with tears in your eyes. It’s even harder to love from a pure place and never get treated as you so deserve…
Now you’re stressed the hell out. You’ve broken your promises to self and now God. How do you fix the agony of so much brokenness?!? How does it truly stop?!?
Psalms 91; He that dwells within a secret place”
Go to your secret place. Let it all out. Forgive self. And understand when you come before your Heavenly Father an ask for that forgiveness. He’s so Ready to Forgive You An Love You Right Back To Your Place Of Peace”
Who wouldn’t want to be the Apple of His Eyes”
Sometimes being broken can be a good thing, (contradicting brokenness). Yet if you allow yourself to be that broken before The King/Your Daddy” Your ending will be much better then you could ever imagine..
(EYES HAVEN’T SEEN, EARS HAVEN’T HEARD, NEITHER HAS IT REST INTO THE HEART OF MAN) 1Corinthians 2:9
“BROKEN BUT NOT A BITTER DOLL”
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